I see a light

So I had a Dr's appt this morning and I'm ver happy with the way that it went.  I really like my new Dr.  I got a female this time, not that I didn't like my old Dr but I just felt that a female would understand my problems and have more empathy than a male and my old Dr is in Plesant Grove, not really to covienant to Orem.

Anyway, I'm really happy with the way it went, I got to talk to the Dr and a NP that she's training and it was great!  They perscribed me a new anti depressant, wellbutrin, and if this stuff is as good as it sounds than I'll be all set.  It's not an SSRI (selective seretonin reuptake inhibator) it's a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibator.  It's supposed to affect the pleasure centers of the brain and help with motivation, something I've been severly lacking.  It's also supposed to help with chronic fatigue and get rid of the sexual disfunction I've been having (sorry if that's TMI).  So I'm really hoping it works, I've got my fingers crossed!

I also got a prescription for my headaches/migraines that I'm happy about too.  It's called fioricet...so if any of you have any experience with it, I'd love to hear your feedback.  The biggest plus of it is that it's safe to use while nursing, woo hoo!

So, today I have a brighter outlook than I did yesterday and I am starting to see some light.  Also, my income tax return was deposited in my bank account this morning, woo hoo!  What a day, I think I'm going to buy a sewing machine tonight :)

I lied...

I do have recent pictures of Eden, I just forgot and didn't bother to look yesterday.

She climbed up in the chair all by herself and was so proud that she had to call me from the other room to show me what she did.

Playing at the Gateway Discovery museum.

Naked butt before  bathtime.

I do have recent pictures of Eden, I just forgot and didn't bother to looke yesterday.

Easing back into it...

So I'm easing myself back into it all.  I've started following everyone's blogs again and hope to be back to posting on a regular basis soon.  I'm seeing the Dr on Friday morning so I'm hoping to be feeling better soon.  

Beeba little Annie, Annie little Beeba

The girls, Emi and Annie had a sleepover with their Uncle Jeff and Aunt Elise a couple of weeks ago and she made these super cute collages of some pictures she took while they were there. 

Emi is such a little ham and loves having her picture taken.  She'd pose for you all day long if you wanted her to.

Unfortunatly, I don't have any recent pictures of Eden but I'll take some soon.  She has 3 teeth now the bottom 2 and one on top and is going to be getting the second top one any day now.  Teething has been really hard on her.  She can walk well behind push along toys now, too, she loves crawling up the stairs after her sisters and is quick to do so if I leave the gate down for a minute or two.  She's still a tiny little thing at only 15 lbs and 8 ozs but she's strong and healthy and is ready to be running around with her sisters.

Hello...

Just wanted to let everyone know that I'm still alive.  I'm just going though some stuff right now and keeping up with my blog and everyone elses has just seemed like to much to deal with right now.  I thank all of you for your caring emails and for checking in with me.  I hope to be better soon...