So restless...

I am so restless today but in a very odd way, I feel purposeless. I'm frustrated and restless with no outlet. The past 3 days I've been a whirlwind, I got through and did all the piled up laundry and folded it and got it put away. Cleaned the girls room and moved their dresser in there, finally. Helped my friend, Dina, tear down her old blinds and put up drapes. Well tried to help her put up drapes but the rod that we bought was to short for the length of the front window. She and I have the same floor plan for our house and the windows in the front rooms are over 12' long. I cleaned my bathroom and put together a new over the toilet shelving unit, I cleaned the kitchen, I've organized, I've shopped and I've done it all through the pain of this stupid pregnancy.

Then we have today, all my plans for taking all the crap I want to get rid of to the DI and taking the girls to story time at the library have been thwarted because it was inconvienent for Ron to let me have the van today. I slept like crap last night, lots of contractions and my hips were killing me. Everytime I moved it felt like I was being stabbed. All Ron did this morning was bitch at me about how all his newly laundered clothes, freshly folded and put away, all smelt like cat piss. We don't have a cat, they all smell like laundry detergent. Apparently, he dosn't like the new scent. But instead of just saying he dosn't like the way the laundry detergent smells he made a huge production of changing shirts 5 times and throwing his clothes all over the floor of my newly clean bedroom floor. Bastard. Then he dosn't give me the car because it would inconvienence him by about 5 mins this evening when he has to drop the girls and I back off at home before he goes to play magic tonight.

On a whim I decided to die my hair red again the other night. The color turned out awful, yesterday I looked like a creamcicle. I was bad. I went and bought another color, I just wanted a nice auburn color, is that so hard to ask? Apparently it is, I'm not happy with the way this one turned out either. I don't like my hair looking un natural and the smell of the die still in my hair has been making me nauseaus. Guess that'll teach me to do stupid spur of the moment things when I'm pregnant.

I'm guessing that Emi didn't get into the charter school. They started notifying parents on the 8th of acceptance. Their web site says that they'll post a list of the wait listed students at the school on the 18th. Maybe it's just me but that seems really dumb to me. Why whouldn't they post the wait listed names on the website or e mail the parents. Now I guess I've got to go to the stupid school to see if her name is even on the list.

Ok, like I said, I'm restless and discontent today.

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Ok, Ron just sent me a text and he got a message from Noah Webster, Emi was accepted!!! And my dear friends Brittney and Mauri want to throw a little get to get together/baby shower for me next week! I think the day is starting to look up :)