Not so very Bitter, anymore...

I am so bitter right now.  I know that Mother's Day is a totally manufactured holiday, but come on it's one day out of the year when us overworked, under appreciated moms get a bit of the recognition that we deserve.  Everyone, that is, except me, I guess.

I am feeling so upset and depressed right now.  I was up at 5:30 this morning with an unhappy, not feeling well baby.  That was ok, it's not her fault she dosn't feel good.  Thing 1 and Thing 2 got up about 9 and I tried to get Ron to get up and make them breakfast so that Eden and I could take a nap.  He rolls over, grunts at me and started snoring.  Then comes the incessent 

"Mom, I'm hungry"

"Mom, I'm thursty"

"Mom, I want my vitamins"

"Can we have some chocolate, can we have some candy?"

I've got the mother of all headaches right now, Thing 1 and Thing 2 are having crackers for breakfast and I didn't even get stupid flowers.  Or the nap I so desperatly need right now.

I hate everything right now.

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Fast forward an hour and a half.  I'm feeling much less bitter about everything now that he's finally awake and out side smoking jerky :).  

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Ok, the day most definietly did not get off to a very good start.  But got much better.  After a nap my outlook on the world improved 5000%.  Sleep deprivation never brings out my best side.  Ron got up and was great after that and as I said above is making jerky today.  My mood has been on a very severe roller coaster these past 2 weeks.  I haven't been able to refill my perscription for the wellbutrin so I've been dealing with the nasty withdrawls.  Which just let me say are no fun at all.  I'm insanely moody and irratable.  

I haven't been able to refill it because our HSA (health savings account) sent us checks instead of a debit card, which the pharmecy at wallgreens won't take.  And we don't have the money to pay out of pocket for it right now.  At least not until Thursday.  So until then I get to be scary, emotional, crazy woman.

Thank god for my anxiety pills though!