Saturday I had a very nice evening. Mauri had girls night over at her house and it was good to see my old friends again. It was nice to pretend that I was a normal functioning person for a couple of hours. Nice not to have my families constand demands on my time. Nice to just sit and be for a couple of hours.
Sunday was grocery shopping day and well, it was just grocery shopping. Nothing very exciting at all. So far not wedding plans. I think that Ron dosn't want to do it at all. That it all sounds like a hassle to him and that the idea of marriage offends him.
Today, we spent the day outside with the neighbors while the children swam. I didn't want to leave my house, just wanted to stay on my couch reading but I went out and the girls had a great time like they always do and it was so nice and warm out. I'm glad I forced myself out of the house. And agin it was nice to pretend for a few hours that I was normal well adjusted person letting her childen play.
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Have you ever watched The Secret? We should get together and watch it. Sometimes changing your ideas can change the outcome. Try to think positively, you have so many blessings to be thankful for. I wish you could see you the way I see you. Be strong. :)
Nothing I say will make you feel better... I've been where you are... on and off for ever... I don't know what sets it off or what makes it better...
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